I FEEL LIKE I'M DIEING

I HAVE NO ENERGY LEVEL. I AM SLEEPING ALL THE TIME. I WENT INTO A COMA
11/12/2006. MY SUGAR WENT UP TO 963. I DON'T REMEMBER ANTHING. ONE OF THE DOCTORS SAID THEY ASK ME QUESTIONS. I DON'T REMEMBER THIS AT ALL. LIKE WHAT YEAR WAS IT. I SAID 1967. ASK ME WHERE DID I LIVE. I SAID CT STATE.
THEY PUT ME ON INSULIN. WHICH I WAS VERY AFRAID. I HATE NEEDLES. I HAVE NOT BEEN THE SAME SINCE THE COMA. OF COURSE IT IS FEB 2010 NOW. I HAVE NO INSURANCE. I FEEL LIKE I AM DIEING. MY GENERAL DR. WILL NOT SEE ME ANYMORE
BECAUSE I HAVE A BALANCE OF 600.00. SHE WILL NOT HELP ME WITH MY PATIENT
ASSIT PROGRAMS FOR MEDICINES BECAUSE OF THIS. I ALSO HAVE REAL BAD PAIN.
MEMORY IS GETTING BAD. I AM THE BREAD WINNING OF THE FAMILY. MY GRANDDAUGHTER 20 MONTHS LIVES WITH ME AND ALL SO DAUGHTER. MY DAUGHTER HAS NOT WORKED IN OVER 13 YEARS. I BELEIVE SHE HAS SOME MENTAL ISSUES. BECAUSE WHEN I TELL HER I NEED HELP. THAT SHE NEEDS TO GO TO WORK. FLIPPING HAMBURGERS IF NEED BE. SHE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING SHE JUST SITS THERE IN SILENCE. I HAVE A EX-HUSBAND THAT HAS BEEN HELPING A LITTLE . HE IS DISABALED. HE IS 43 HAD A STROKE WHEN HE WAS 35. HE HAS THE NORMAL PROBLEMS LIKE LEFT SIDE OF HIS BODY DOES NOT WORK. I HAVE NOT WORKED FULL TIME SINCE AUG. 3 2006. I HAVE HAD 5 TEMP JOBS OVER THE YEARS SINCE 2006. AND THEY LAST. ONE JOB 2 DAYS, ONE 6 DAYS, 3 MONTHS, 2 HRS, AND 2 MONTHS.
I HAVE GONE THROUGH ALL MY RETIREMENT FUND. I AM ARAID. I'M ON A DISCUSSION SITE. I DON'T KNOW IF I'M TALKING ABOUT THE RIGHT DISCUSSION.
COULD I HAVE SOME ADVICE.